rants

so many unexpected things happened this week
with tests, interview and trials coming soon
i've got no choice but to not attend a few functions and events that i wanted to go badly :(

just when i thought everything is on the right track
something poops-up
thoughts flooded my mind

so many ' what if '
i don't know what to expect next

i'm not having high hopes disappointment is the worse feeling ever

will just try my best and follow what my heart says